it doesent matter how i feel, me getting hurt is no big deal. what matters most is that ur really happy, all i hope to see, is a smile of ur face. just know for ur case, i'll always love you. and know in ur heart, i cant bear to part. but if its ur decision, fine, i respect. i dowan u to feel bad, i dowan to see you sad. i'll bury everything, and i'll try, my very best not to cry. know that im always here for you to fall back on. although my heart torn apart, i'll always me by ur side, to help u cross ur lowest tide. believe in my love for you, i'll be there, caring and watching over you. till now, ILOVEYOU.
this feeling's taking control;
Friday, April 28, 2006
HEY. know i woke up and was so happy today corx yeah. hmm. then as the day progressed, my mood took a turn for the worse. and really totally screwed. shux. totally screwed my EMATHS ca. felt really really screwed. emaths amaths, screwed. wth. then was pmsing the whole freaking day. shux. stupid me. right.
if you have no time for me, FINE.
this feeling's taking control;
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
im HOPELESS.
and, haii. i miss you. ): but i dont think you care.
this feeling's taking control;
Monday, April 24, 2006
hey.
haii. feel so freaking down now. how can i fail my amaths? i mean, its ridiculous. shux. im not supposed to fail maths. shux. how am i gonna face my dad? and like, wth. i cant get mole concept. and i got ms chan so pissed off with my dumbness. that she eventually gave up. FINE. im stupid. haih. anw, MEP's on wed's and im so screwed in practice. owells. joy to the world. well done jasmine tan. good luck to me lah. haii. so screwed. anw. forget the sad stuff.
todays had so much fun after school lah! hahahaha. stayed back to play netball with dahlia, dian, chermaine, therese, alyssa, weena, xin xuan, weijia, sinyi, clara, jocina. ahahaha. it was so much fun man! ahah. we were just fooling ard lah. everyone giving steppings and all. damn funny. and dahlia monkeying ard. hahahaha. joker lah. all she did was keep asking for the ball even thou her opponent was in possesion. idiot. and i passed to her! sheeessh. ahahha. that was funny. laugh laugh laugh until no more strength to play. hahah. it was the most fun i had in weeks. haha. tralala. my team had jocina jiaxin therese and ceri. [and alyssa too, but she was crazy] hahah. damn funny. jiaxin run and run offer and offer. haahhaha. joker. anw, it was so F-U-N! haha. feel so much better blogging about happy stuffs. tralala. haha. gotta go now. take care everyone!(((:
I MISS YOU BAD.
this feeling's taking control;
Sunday, April 23, 2006
baby just say goodnight, i'll be gone tmr. baby just close you eyes, i can take the sorrow. baby just walk away, you noe i cant stay. its not easy to say goodbye, so baby just say goodnight.
i love this song. but lyrics not out yet. OWELLS. anw, no mood to blog now. bye!
TRALALA.
this feeling's taking control;
Friday, April 14, 2006
HEY. i just realised i abandoned my blog for quite sometime. opps. been rather busy. hmm. lets see. our season's over, so quick. and the seniors are stepping down alr. that day after the fairfield match, the seniors started to cry lah.[minus the two monkey renee and charlene] so scary. steph and shannon's face all red and teary-eyed. but they got over it after awhile and steph went NUTS. she started pouring water over people. so sudden. then it started. everyone was spashing and splashing. we even went to the toilet to fill the tumblers again and again. haha. it was a riot. even in the toilet we were spraying each other. hah. after that we took puctures, and fooled around. then steph, cihui, jocina, therese, cham, vyl and i went to KFC for dinner. we gossiped. haha. then mummy came and picked me. anyways, just a little tribute to the seniors.
you guys have been great teammates! from starting out as two different teams, we managed to mix well and form BDIV'06. after going through alot of problems of course. hah. you guys are awesome players on court.
STEPHANIE.
hey DU! haha. anw, youve been an awesome captain. an awesome partener on court. i'll never forget ur crapiness and gayass actions. u and ur OBS fanatics and all. haha. althou i agree OBS rocks. hah. anw, continue to excel in whatever u do(:
AMANDA.
hey PLAT! haha. you've been a cool teammate. and an awesome shooter. thanks for adding colour into my life and cheering me when i was stressed up by my dad. youre a great pal. i'll never forget the times we shared and the times where i'd irritate you endlessly! those were the days huh. ha. take care(:
SHANNON. hey. you a damn good centre. and sorry about the times where i offended you and when we went through the few cold wars we had. hah. ur monkeying around has really made me laugh till i my sides split. continue being ur monkey self and keep laughing! anw, jiayou for your Os alrights? (:
CHARLENE.
hey. your an awesome teammate and an awesome partener on court. thanks for always being here for me when im down. you blur-ness and optimism has really added much colour into my life. stay optimistic and never give up in life alrights? and, jiayou for ur Os alrite? study hardd. keep smiling((:
RENEE.
hey psycho one!! ur an awesome WA!(: haha. great elevation and speed. ur gay laughter i'll never forget. haha. the silly one who goes around calling people silly! haha. anw, it has been great having you as a teammate! continue to excel in ur studies aye? and, jiayou for ur Os! study hard!
JANICE.
hey! youre a great WD! hah. you always have that big darlie smile on ur face. it has been great having you as a teammate for the last few months. the season has been meaningful with you around. jiayou for Os yeah? believe you can. keep smiling(:
just want to say a BIG THANK YOU to all for you guys. i'll never forget you all! love you guys loads! take care.